- EuS|L's ImPerFect LiFe -

Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. Look closely at me and you'll see. The person I am... isn't me...

 
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Like Apples..
Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys dont want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they get the rotten apples from the ground that arent as good, but easy. So the apples up top think something wrong with them when in reality they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.
Smile..
I'm going to smile and make you think I'm happy.
I'm going to laugh so you don’t see me cry.
I am going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me,
I promise you I'll smile.
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Thursday, April 23, 2009
Sitting in my usual place in the Unix lab, listening to A Fine Frenzy's Ashes and Wine and singing along with it with my oh-so-sexy-sore-throat voice, I find myself enjoying my only presence in the lab. Yes... I am alone. Just a few days before revision week is starting, I'm sitting in front of my PC, doing what some people would do - doing a last minute assignment -_-"

This task was never an option for I AM the princess of last-minute work (I'm not so sure of the Queen though.. hmm.. ) At the moment, I'm finishing up my multimedia assignment, the last one I hope to satisfy the marker's requirements - Virtual Tour for the FOS building. I mean I don't intend on finishing them up.. maybe just show the important rooms - Unix lab, FOS foyer and the Admin. If given more time I might add more textures to the buildings. I'm not a big fan of this VRML but since I want to learn something new, I tried to tutor myself on how to code in this language. Well, I managed to understand a little bit on how to do it. I think VRML is quite simpler than using OpenGL. Flash was also a choice when building the Virtual Tour but as I stated before, I wanted to try something new. Hopefully I finished it on time. But word of encouragement I got yesterday was - "put in more texture but it looks good" - HAH!! Semangat ku tarus :p

Tomorrow, I was planning on joining Zat, Han, Nas and Silah on the hang-out quest but if I can't finish this assignment by tonight, I might not be able to go... :( MAAANNNN ~ I want to go -_-" sigh~ Maybe hang-out session with the girls is on-hold at the moment, so in the mean time... WORK WORK WORK !!

p.s. Zat and Shah, you girls keep on asking me to update, NAAAHHHHH ~ hahahaha ~ until then, adios amigas ~ ;D

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posted by Eusil @ 11:14 AM   1 comments
memorable week...
Sunday, February 01, 2009
This will be a short entry.... all I want to say is that - Love is definitely not an option.... for me....
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new year
Thursday, January 01, 2009
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! ^^,
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:: forgiveness... ::
Monday, December 15, 2008

It takes a lot more energy to hate someone than it does to forgive… that’s what I heard someone said to me.

For some reason I felt a little bad after reading someone’s blog. My words might have, unintentionally made him not want to hang out again with the rest of his friends (I hope it wouldn’t be that long… O__O)

What I meant to say is that, don’t shut yourself from the others just because of what I put up on my blog. No one really read my blog anyways… =__= Plus, I didn’t mention names so it should be okay.

By the way, who doesn’t say anything in their blog which might make us regretful? Well, everyone does. Then let that be a reminder so that next time we don’t mention those kinds of stuffs anymore.


I won’t be upset if you don’t want to hang out with me but please, don’t stop hanging out with others… they’re still your friends. Just absorb what I blogged as another lesson learn for your “social” studies. Girls tend to think more into what you say to them than boys. I mean have you ever heard a man complaining, ‘hey man, why don’t you hang out with me anymore? Did I do something wrong?’? Well that just sounded gay, don’t you think? But girls… you know, the more sensitive gender, I think. Get what I mean?? O__O

The reason I pointed out about friendship was just a reminder that you’re living among different kinds of people and they do have feelings. Some might be ignorant but some might be sensitive (like me… well, when I’m moody though… =__=). I don’t blog to insult but I blog because I care. Just take this advice when you want to start another friendship or get your friendship to another level (best friends I mean… not the other thing… O__O or might as well… ^__^ )

Oh, and one more thing… I definitely don’t feel left out. Seriously, being at home with my family, playing with my nephews… do you think I feel left out? Just as I was getting cozy in my room, lying on my bed on my stomach while typing some fictions of which I don’t think are good (just to do something in my free time… don’t laugh please...), my youngest nephew would walk into my room.

Pa, Ti Tut ‘uat?” (Ti Tut means Auntie Sut… he’s still struggling with his words… sounded cute though)

Auntie buat kraja. Napa Meah?

Ti Tut, ‘angan ‘uat ‘aja… men ma Meah bah eh…” (He keeps on saying bah eh at the end his sentence… I just don’t know why…)

Ah… cute…

And with that, I knew he needed me… so how can I feel left out? He came all the way upstairs to just get me to play with him…


So the point is, don’t let what I say in my blog ruin everything... even our friendship.

The End…

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posted by Eusil @ 4:29 PM   0 comments
:: something called "FRIENDSHIP" ::
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
A friendship is a special human bonding.. It is a special bond that if you made the slightest mistakes - it might just shatter and die..

In a friendship, when a friend is in need, you should be there for him/her. But if under some circumstances that you can't, you support him/her from afar, praying for his/her safety and well-being. Because it's the heart and effort that counts. It is better to have a few friends who treats you right rather than many friends who wouldn't care less about you. A good friend knows and understands if the other is having trouble under his/her smiling face.

I am, obviously, no expert in friendship and such, but I do know that in friendship, there is no need to count the number of times you've been together. (No count of strikes or whatsoever.. =.=) How hard is it to understand someone else's situation? By all means, friendship is important. It takes a slow procedure to build the bridge for this relationship and so far, I find that understanding each other situation is the main thing to make it an enjoyable journey of building a friendship.

p.s. I have no mood for two days now...(add another day for today)... because of what someone just said.. Damn.. =.="

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